I haven't really had much to say lately. My life has a new routine that I follow and I have to admit, as much as I like order and to know exactly when things will happen, it is getting OLD already!!
I go to school Monday night, get back from school, do my math homework and eat and go to bed. Spend Tuesday sitting around or sleeping while Drew is in class and then when he gets out of class we grab something to eat then do some more sitting around. Wednesday night, classes, home, eating then homework. Thursday-Sunday I'm at my own home. I wake up and eat, feed all my animals (and take care of my baby Yum since she has been sick lately, but actually she is almost all better now! yay!) Then I sit around some more and watch movies or t.v. Sometimes I play Halo haha. It all depends on my mood. I read my comics which I got caught up on completely finally and now I just have to read all the Avengers comics to be fully up to date with all the comics I read.
It seems boring and it is getting to be that way, but really, I am a home-body and I don't really mind TOO much that I am in this pattern lately.
I will need to get out and do something soon though, if this stupid weather would make up its mind already!
Today I took a nap before class and I haven't seen the weather report for a couple days so when I walked out to go to class and the parking lot was covered in snow as bunches of more fluffy sh** was coming down I was in awe! I love snow, don't get me wrong, but I have had enough of it already. I am more than ready to be warm all the time now lol. SPRING/SUMMER HURRY UP!! (:
Speaking of spring, I have been trying to decide what to do for Spring Break. I have a few good ideas, some more expensive than others haha so it all depends on how much money I will end up having in March. Right now, things that I wanted in order, of course are not because SOMEONE can't get their stuff together to help me with what I need. But whatever, she never helps too much I don't think. BLAH! That is a whole other topic I am NOT getting into lol.
I feel like this blog is too much rambling but I kind of have too many topics to put into just one but it is what I am going to do haha.
Noone reads my boring life story anyways so I can say whatever I please (:
Today, I faced a fear but it still will haunt me any time I ever have to do it lol. I read my English paper to the class. I stumbled over my own words that I wrote and read 1,000 times before today. I know my face probably was blood red the entire time. Plus where I am still sick my voice was sounding so weird, like manly haha and my ear is messed up so I have trouble knowing just how loud I am talking haha. Blah. This really nice lady in my class told me that I did well, but then again she told another girl that too just so she would feel better. However, that girl really did do a good job lol. I feel like I wrote the worst paper in class though. After listening to everyone else read theirs I was like wow I sound SO STUPID! Hopefully my grade doesn't reflect my negative thoughts though.
Hmm. I guess for now I will be done.
I love my bay A.W.C so much. He is my everything (:
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Sleep.
Lately I can not seem to get enough sleep.
But I also can not seem to get myself to go to bed at a decent hour.
I don't really think it matters when I go to sleep though. I tried going to bed earlier last night and I still slept the entire day away almost (probably would have too if I didn't have class!)
Speaking of which, classes are going good. I only have two but they are fun, I love my professors a lot. They are both funny but in different ways lol. Math is funny because the man just cracks me up with the things he tells us, English, well he is like a big goober lol.
First day he walked in all completely bundled up and smiled this goofy smile and threw up a peace sign lol. I was like NICE, I'm going to like this class lol.
Math guy, he is so country which is cool lol except for when he says "grandma's backyard" like 1000 times in class haha.
I've got 100's on my homework in math which BLOWS MY MIND. Lol. I had my first test and I got a decent grade and since my class like bombed it we get to make corrections and get half credit back so I will get an even better grade and wind up with an A instead of a B on it (: That is good right!?
My first rough draft for an English paper I got 27/30 so that is wonderful as well lol. I feel like things are going too smoothly though lol. I'm sure to fail sometime, I'm never any good at things lol
I'm hoping to be going to this concert this weekend. I just hope things fall into place the way I need them to. (:
This weekend is muh besties birthday and I HOPE to goodness I don't have to work Sunday because she is going out the night before but I know I will have to lol. I always work Sundays /: Bah! Oh well, I guess I could just hope a small amount of sleep would do me good lol because I GOTTA be there for her (: It's her birthday and she's the bestest so yeah! Duh! lol
There is not much going on lately to talk about.
I am missing being at home with my sisters because I don't know how much longer they will be there with us but I am loving being in school and where I stay while I go (:
I got three new fishies the other day!! They are named Bubbles, General Fin, and Shortbread. (: Bubbles just instantly came to me and my sisters the moment we picked out the big guy, you kind of have to say the name in a deep silly voice for the full effect lol (: General Fin the poor guy, he has a hole in his top fin so it was as if he had been in a battle, an epic one and WON so yeah, that is how he got his name. Shortbread though lol, the smallest of them all, the one I hadn't originally wanted to get because I wanted the big fat ones lol he got named with the help of my bestie lol. She had been holding a box of shortbread cookies when I asked her to help me name my fish and now TA*DA! there was a name for my third fish lol. It wasn't like I really NEEDED them, since I do still have Sir Kinsington (my betta fish lol) that I have had for almost two years now haha...wait, maybe it is three? No I think June will make it two years lol. Hmm...
Anyways, I think I am going to try and sleep now lol.
Goodnight.
I love my bay (:
A.W.C. you're the best! <3
But I also can not seem to get myself to go to bed at a decent hour.
I don't really think it matters when I go to sleep though. I tried going to bed earlier last night and I still slept the entire day away almost (probably would have too if I didn't have class!)
Speaking of which, classes are going good. I only have two but they are fun, I love my professors a lot. They are both funny but in different ways lol. Math is funny because the man just cracks me up with the things he tells us, English, well he is like a big goober lol.
First day he walked in all completely bundled up and smiled this goofy smile and threw up a peace sign lol. I was like NICE, I'm going to like this class lol.
Math guy, he is so country which is cool lol except for when he says "grandma's backyard" like 1000 times in class haha.
I've got 100's on my homework in math which BLOWS MY MIND. Lol. I had my first test and I got a decent grade and since my class like bombed it we get to make corrections and get half credit back so I will get an even better grade and wind up with an A instead of a B on it (: That is good right!?
My first rough draft for an English paper I got 27/30 so that is wonderful as well lol. I feel like things are going too smoothly though lol. I'm sure to fail sometime, I'm never any good at things lol
I'm hoping to be going to this concert this weekend. I just hope things fall into place the way I need them to. (:
This weekend is muh besties birthday and I HOPE to goodness I don't have to work Sunday because she is going out the night before but I know I will have to lol. I always work Sundays /: Bah! Oh well, I guess I could just hope a small amount of sleep would do me good lol because I GOTTA be there for her (: It's her birthday and she's the bestest so yeah! Duh! lol
There is not much going on lately to talk about.
I am missing being at home with my sisters because I don't know how much longer they will be there with us but I am loving being in school and where I stay while I go (:
I got three new fishies the other day!! They are named Bubbles, General Fin, and Shortbread. (: Bubbles just instantly came to me and my sisters the moment we picked out the big guy, you kind of have to say the name in a deep silly voice for the full effect lol (: General Fin the poor guy, he has a hole in his top fin so it was as if he had been in a battle, an epic one and WON so yeah, that is how he got his name. Shortbread though lol, the smallest of them all, the one I hadn't originally wanted to get because I wanted the big fat ones lol he got named with the help of my bestie lol. She had been holding a box of shortbread cookies when I asked her to help me name my fish and now TA*DA! there was a name for my third fish lol. It wasn't like I really NEEDED them, since I do still have Sir Kinsington (my betta fish lol) that I have had for almost two years now haha...wait, maybe it is three? No I think June will make it two years lol. Hmm...
Anyways, I think I am going to try and sleep now lol.
Goodnight.
I love my bay (:
A.W.C. you're the best! <3
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Realized
There are a lot of mean people in the world. A lot of fake people. But there are good people as well and I try to always be thought of as one of the good people. I always try to make everyone happy and I care so much about what people think about me. Last night started off perfect. Had a great time shopping with Roo and Doo (: had a yummy meal from Qdoba and then went to a party a friend of mine was having. We were a little out of place but it was alright, nice people, some odd ones lol but it was fun.
Especially seeing my bay dance (: We even witnessed a new dance being made lol, you'll all be doing it soon enough it's called the automatic (: made by Roo named by Doo lol.
Anyways, there was no tv and so we left to go watch the ball drop. I had a feeling I would regret it but I went along with where we went anyways. I knew people were there who didn't like me but I trusted they could be mature.
Boy was I wrong.
Ended up leaving in tears and humiliated.
I apologize to Roo and Doo again for letting ignorant peoples comments get to me but I'm sensitive and also the things that were said about me would have made even the toughest girl want to cry.
All I can say is, I know I'm not the best looking girl, I'm not the best catch, but if you fully agree with that or think worse even, then just think, THATS WHY YOU ARE NOT DATING ME! So next time we have to be in the same place try to remember we are ADULTS now, young still but we have been out of high school for some time now and the immature comments need to stop.
I'm going to try to not care anymore well at least not let people know I care, I will learn to ignore people and I will learn that their opinions are not the ones that matter.
Had a wonderful birthday though.
Learned who my true friends are thats for sure. Thanks to those of you who did come out for me (: I loved it. Everyone made me feel special thanks (:
Happy New Year!
I love my bay! <3
Especially seeing my bay dance (: We even witnessed a new dance being made lol, you'll all be doing it soon enough it's called the automatic (: made by Roo named by Doo lol.
Anyways, there was no tv and so we left to go watch the ball drop. I had a feeling I would regret it but I went along with where we went anyways. I knew people were there who didn't like me but I trusted they could be mature.
Boy was I wrong.
Ended up leaving in tears and humiliated.
I apologize to Roo and Doo again for letting ignorant peoples comments get to me but I'm sensitive and also the things that were said about me would have made even the toughest girl want to cry.
All I can say is, I know I'm not the best looking girl, I'm not the best catch, but if you fully agree with that or think worse even, then just think, THATS WHY YOU ARE NOT DATING ME! So next time we have to be in the same place try to remember we are ADULTS now, young still but we have been out of high school for some time now and the immature comments need to stop.
I'm going to try to not care anymore well at least not let people know I care, I will learn to ignore people and I will learn that their opinions are not the ones that matter.
Had a wonderful birthday though.
Learned who my true friends are thats for sure. Thanks to those of you who did come out for me (: I loved it. Everyone made me feel special thanks (:
Happy New Year!
I love my bay! <3
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